Deconstructing myself
Brick by brick defense is falling down
Leaking out was has been buried
Blood signed contract
Now I am bound to

Give me your coldest shoulder
To lean on
Hands on my lap
Now I am on your mercy
That’s what I call a butterfly effect

Paralysis is setting in
Wind crumbling paper skin

Didn´t notice in the year of dogs
Slowly you passed me by
I crossed that bridge
You burnt it after me
With that bitter smile

Paralysis is setting in…

Sit and watch the ashes blow
Fingernails scratch my chest
Stiches of the past spure me
I wanted to fly now I can’t swim back
The autumn turns summer breezes into storm
Time is sneaking out
Stone is turning into sand
Being washed away by salty waves

Paralysis…

...pic by Alfonso Medeiros

mixed & mastered by Anna Pönisch